Begin of 2021
and I’m surprisingly lacking the “New Yr, New Me!” social media bombardment.
This appears a
displaced begin to the brand new yr.
come from 2020 and we’re nonetheless going by way of the upheaval of Covid in our lives
it actually isn’t a shock.
It looks like we’ve
inadvertently dragged 2020 into 2021.
I am surprisingly
fairly pleased the brand new yr has began.
I’m not one for
“new yr, new me” stuff. I’ve all the time been one who simply carries on with the circulation.
It’s, in spite of everything, simply one other day, of one other month into one other yr.
However I would like this
yr to be totally different.
I’m not speaking
Covid life is
going to be round for some time. Our lives are going to be interchanging and interconnected
to covid information till no less than the summer time.
My perspective nonetheless
I’m a fighter.
I’ll tackle and battle any impediment that comes my means. It retains me going.
Final yr began
had come off the again of a hellish 2019. We fought in opposition to wrongful accusations,
in opposition to injustice and inappropriate behaviour. We fought the system and we received.
It took us to hell and again however we did it.
We then began
the yr combating for the youngsters and entry preparations; a consequence of the
earlier years difficulties. As soon as once more, we received.
We then began
a battle in opposition to inaccessibility domestically. We took to vary our Excessive Avenue for the
higher. We began that battle and we achieved a lot till Covid stopped us.
We then had
4 youngsters with complicated and interchanging particular instructional wants at residence.
As above I used to be
positive. I relished within the battle.
wasn’t actually a battle. I used to be in my component and I simply did my “trainer factor” and
I genuinely imagine that all of us thrived in it.
Then all of us adjusted
to covid life publish lockdown. There wasn’t actually a battle wanted. So I ended.
individuals round me obtain wonderful issues throughout and past lockdown. Some began
new companies, others took on residence training after weeks of tears and frustration
and a few have taken up new hobbies or made outdated hobbies thrive.
I didn’t. I simply
Previous to lockdown
I signed again as much as Genes Reunited to hold on my outdated household tree and family tree
analysis. I’m a part of a Kitney Fb group and after 4 years of inactivity it
grew to become energetic once more. So I signed up with the intent to start out once more.
Nope. I did it
once I was requested a query within the group however didn’t go into it any additional.
actively requested for artwork gear final Christmas so I may stick with it and deal with
my art work. Lockdown ought to have supplied me with the time, alternative and motion
to create extra.
No. I solely created
2 items of artwork final yr; one was finished earlier than lockdown and the opposite a couple of weeks
I had plans to
learn extra books, to write down extra weblog posts right here, to start out a brand new weblog and get again
to writing about religion and faith and had plans to be extra energetic and artistic
within the backyard.
I didn’t do any
of it. I ended. I wasn’t fighting lockdown, children being residence or the concern
of being contaminated. I simply stopped.
That isn’t me.
In fact, there
are many constructive issues that I did do.
I began working
for our church on their social media accounts in addition to creating a number of interactive
actions for our church group to do throughout lockdown. I used to be holding a Zoom
Quiz night time as soon as a month which was actually enjoyable for household and mates. I managed to
take heed to round 40 audio books (is that this sacrilege in opposition to precise books?) Oh and
I received fats. Which isn’t essentially a nasty factor because the meals was all the time nice.
The church associated
actions had been good as a result of they helped a era who’re laptop illiterate
to truly have “church” in a time once they would have in any other case missed out.
of that I don’t assume I’ve finished greater than survive each day. I do know for a lot of that
will be an achievement in itself and I don’t wish to take away from these individuals however
for me, it isn’t so much.
I often really feel
like I can share a weblog publish of my artwork for the yr, what we’ve finished exercise sensible,
how the youngsters have progressed on XYZ or what I’ve personally achieved however I can’t
It actually bothers
me. I COULD have finished a lot extra.
isn’t a “New Yr, New Me” publish that is positively a publish that makes me extra
accountable to what I do going forwards.
Does anybody else
really feel the identical? Really feel such as you wish to obtain extra this coming yr than final?